the self portraits that were never meant to be shown.
I can only speak for myself, and for the first time I allowed myself, maybe kind of forced myself, to speak from a place that never sees the light of day in an effort to escape my comfort zone, and to push myself as an artist. What resulted was a series that does exactly what was intended, and though there are some things that I need to come to terms with and heal on my own, I am painfully proud of this collection and my growth as an artist. Please be advised that these pieces deal with my own depiction of specific feelings and mental health issues, if you're not feeling up to that right now, please prioritize your wellbeing first and foremost, and I'd love to have you back when you're ready xx.
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This mixed media piece marks the first time that I attempted to paint while under the thumb of a severe anxiety attack in 2024. I wanted to push myself and my creativity further than i had before and I wanted to display a sense of compassion for the character so I added the gold and silver flakes.
One of my most personal and literal pieces. I sent myself back in time to the age of 19, halfway through my first adult relationship. It's the story of a young man who was the epitome of naieve, and knew nothing other than to live life on someone elses terms. He had everything that he always though would make him happy, but somehow still longed for another life.
Acrylic on canvas - 18"x24"